island

today just like any other

i think of the time i lack

and that abundently there

then i think how that same piece of time

works with me and against me

and failed pretences to need something or someone ..

when that same need got me to this

black and white

with shades of peeking colors

that is how i described it

yet i lack the colors within me

that book that lies there untouched

when curiosity was the drive at one time

i became the steering wheel

a broken one that knew only one state

a sense of non direction

a mood often referred to ;a result of un attended emotions

when it actually surfaces .. when you tend to feel not

with a ambivalent attempt to dig and find that sought character forgotten by its beholder

and so i believe

then doziness overwhelms me to wipe away a forsaken mood

and wake me up with a new set of new unattended emotions

me me me ....